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depression sucks.....i am like stagnate water just stuck in one spot , no motion, no flow, no way out.....

well i went and had the state help with this months light bill, they will do it once a year for people in monroe county...its crazi , it was gonna be cut off tommorrow but thank god i have another month of air conditioner and the kids have their tv...if i can;t get a job soon i just don't know.  but at least one good thing happened today before i lost my freakin mind, literally. it like i couldn't even bring myself to speak this mornin, i felt like i was shuttin down...i can't do that , parents aren't allowed to....i hope other people had some goodness today as well.....

i wonder if it is possible that someone might actually see peoples stories on here and feel the need to help.......it is nice to hope, i cried all day yesterday and it doesn't help much to do that, but when you feel like you are a waste of air, and think of doing the worst what can you do...i am eat up with despair and hopelessness....

hello, well my situation is just as sad as everyone else's i suppose. but one day i wish someone would feel that i sincerily need an angel to rescue me and my babies from our poverty way of life. i am so depressed about not having a job and being able to even get school clothes, for my daughter, i don't know what to do. my ex husband just owes abiut 26,000.00 in child support and has never been made to pay the first dime, how could he stand to know that they go without, all i do is cry, and i just want a miracle, i need a miracle...i can't write enough to express how i feel, its sad to be me...that's all i know. i guess thats enough cryin to you all for now, if someone wants to respond , maybe you know my angel